Aging

I think
I'm growing
to become one of
those old guys
who see's
that everything in
life is a sham, you
know the one who
has an answer
to the solution
for our pollution,
the one the young
see as entertaining
but not necessarily
in a good way, they
ask you questions
to see you bump your
gums, but ironically they learn
a thing or
two about
what we
should
do with bums,
they
listen to
your stories
about
you passing
out from too
much rum,
but they
question you
for answers
because they

are young,
you're not
there parents,
but almost too
old to hang with
the squad and
honestly you
feel a little ridiculous
and a tad odd,
not because age
but what society
thinks, you
know that they're
thinking what
society thinks,
in Summer you
give a fuck but
in Fall not
so much,
image is
a facade,
Squads are
a mirage,

friendship
circles
become
small
there's only
a few that you
would call, it
seems depressing
to summer, the
season of shine,
but Autumn is the beginning of
Reflection, a reduction
of time
 its only
fitting that
there's a
difference in mind,
a change in
perception,
we spring forward
for the summer, but
in Autumn we
fall back in
time, one can
call it nostalgic

Let me rewind...

I think
I'm growing
to become
one of those
old guys
who see's
that everything
in life is
a sham,
but is it
years of
seeing lies
and Fruedian
slips, is it
accumulated
knowledge,
 seeing t.v.
is full of shit,
I mean knew
that at 21, actually
saw at 17, when
the twin towers
fell but
that was a time
period when
technology hadn't
prevailed, we had yahoo
to search and
random engines
to lurk
before google we
 had Ask Jeeves
to find out
about earth...