Saturday, February 14, 2015

Under Aquarius

Under Aquarius I cried for you,
I fought for you, exchanged energy
for you,wished for you, fought with
you under the stars of Sagittarius and
continued with the cold attitude moving
into Capricorn, the scorn of this new relationship
that was born begin to form as the stars begin
to align, the issues of  yesterday begin to spray
under this sign, like the water barrier Aquarius is,
I begin to spray out my emotions which made me
quirky, the fire and earth in me begin to loose footing
and unearth me, shook me, rocked me,
stopped me, shocked me,
a mix between low self esteem
and cocky, I couldn't seem
to stop thee, word vomit
absurdly dumping out of my brains

Under Aquarius my dreams
became romantic, just being
able to lock eyes under dark
skies or city lights, just hug
you when the wind is right,
love you when your eyes
dull, you heads low, spirit
crushed, I'll pick you
up, kiss you up, nothing
to sexual, laughing and
pure sensual touching just
like to hear you laugh so I wild
out...some of it sounds cliche
but I promise the delivery would
be original, just only rose peddles
because thorny stems can be
subliminal, if I could  steal
her heart I wouldn't do it
because its not beating...
I'd only still her heart
to pause the moment I took
her breathe away, kiss her
on the lips and add my breathe
into her passage way, heart beating
linked, synced, or paired together
just you and I, gaze into our souls
because the eyes are windows of
you and I, but sharing a lovely kiss
would probably put the you in
I, l-o-v-e y-o-u? I owe you and I,
love you till I can't no more, because
I can't bare pain, the last person in
my thoughts when I fall asleep, you're
always on my brain, some where in my
thoughts...I try to neglect you but I can't...
every now and then I push you out but
you slowly creep, I don't want to seem
obsessed but I think someone's got a
hold of my chest

It's said if you're constantly
thinking of someone, usually
the person is thinking of you....
So here's to us thinking of us...
you can't stop thinking of me
because you wonder about us
instead of wondering about the
current, the predictable was easy
but the forbidden is a chase, even
if I catch you, I'll only have you for a
short moment in this life, to feel the passion
of the souls in flesh is never daunting, just
when one leaves before the other it can be
haunting, because you don't want to leave,
you want to stay by their side, when you kiss
them with soft kisses your spirits chakra ignites
with inside....

Thursday, February 5, 2015

All I am is in love

I made my bed so its time
to sleep, reap what I sow
because deep down I know
I fucked up to a point I pissed
you off,  you possibly hate me for even
thinking to negate you, flaunting
in front of other women like I quickly
dropped you and replaced you but deep
down, I knew I couldn't step between you and
him, I believe in karma and fate, so what would
happen if I were the final decision that made you two break?
It's possible the same outcome would've fallen upon us,
and to see that happen, I would rather see you with another man
then leave me for another man because time may have wore,
left you and I sore, and I don't think my heart could take that
abuse from such pretty eyes and a pretty mind....

I pushed you away and you thought it was play

 something I knew if I continued
Would land both of us in a fucked place but instead it landed
Me with this fucked face, this slightly crushed heart,
Just in love but no participant, just wet eyes
and a bag of french fries, sounds funny and it kind of is
but I felt the dagger, I felt the distance, everything I meditated
for and wished for before bed was gone with the gush
of the wind, the change of the tides, I long for your kiss now
all I can do is imagine your touch, imagine what it would've been 
like to go out in my neck of the woods, take you to the city
and sweep you off your feet, go to art galleries and museums, 
drink a little, maybe drive up the coast and watch the sunset on
pch, listen to the waves crash against the mountains and fall asleep
under the stars, nothing sexual, just someone to hold, someone to

I guess All I am is in love, with no opposite,
maybe I'm in love with the thought of being in
love with you, or maybe I'm in love with you and I
don't know how to speak, what I did wasn't the best
but I know in my mind I let fate play its role, even 
though I feel fucked in the long run...actions speak louder
then words is not always the case, sometimes actions lie,
and sometimes words aren't strong enough to display the 
emotion that one is concealing, especially since I still hold feelings for
someone who, in some odd sense, I'm over....I don't know, but
I know I'm in love with you, you're in hate with me but I still love you, if I were
to die today, I'd romance you're future just so your present would be happy..I don't
know how that would work....but I'd figure it out. lol Anyways, I'll give it a shot
in our next life time...

Miguel, "All I Want is You" (Acoustic)

A lot of people complained about his guitar playing ability in this but would made it so genius is Acoustic guitars sound awesome, even the most fucked up guitar player can make something decent. In this video, you'll notice the guitar isn't tuned right but the singing was superb. He matched the perfect and imperfect bridge making this acoustic version of "All I want is you" a tad artsy in my opinion. I could be wrong. Well anyways, hope you enjoy and thank you for stopping by "No Title" the random blog.