Under Aquarius

Under Aquarius I cried for you,
I fought for you, exchanged energy
for you,wished for you, fought with
you under the stars of Sagittarius and
continued with the cold attitude moving
into Capricorn, the scorn of this new relationship
that was born begin to form as the stars begin
to align, the issues of  yesterday begin to spray
under this sign, like the water barrier Aquarius is,
I begin to spray out my emotions which made me
quirky, the fire and earth in me begin to loose footing
and unearth me, shook me, rocked me,
stopped me, shocked me,
a mix between low self esteem
and cocky, I couldn't seem
to stop thee, word vomit
absurdly dumping out of my brains
closet...

Under Aquarius my dreams
became romantic, just being
able to lock eyes under dark
skies or city lights, just hug
you when the wind is right,
love you when your eyes
dull, you heads low, spirit
crushed, I'll pick you
up, kiss you up, nothing
to sexual, laughing and
pure sensual touching just
like to hear you laugh so I wild
out...some of it sounds cliche
but I promise the delivery would
be original, just only rose peddles
because thorny stems can be
subliminal, if I could  steal
her heart I wouldn't do it
because its not beating...
I'd only still her heart
to pause the moment I took
her breathe away, kiss her
on the lips and add my breathe
into her passage way, heart beating
linked, synced, or paired together
just you and I, gaze into our souls
because the eyes are windows of
you and I, but sharing a lovely kiss
would probably put the you in
I, l-o-v-e y-o-u? I owe you and I,
love you till I can't no more, because
I can't bare pain, the last person in
my thoughts when I fall asleep, you're
always on my brain, some where in my
thoughts...I try to neglect you but I can't...
every now and then I push you out but
you slowly creep, I don't want to seem
obsessed but I think someone's got a
hold of my chest

It's said if you're constantly
thinking of someone, usually
the person is thinking of you....
So here's to us thinking of us...
you can't stop thinking of me
because you wonder about us
instead of wondering about the
current, the predictable was easy
but the forbidden is a chase, even
if I catch you, I'll only have you for a
short moment in this life, to feel the passion
of the souls in flesh is never daunting, just
when one leaves before the other it can be
haunting, because you don't want to leave,
you want to stay by their side, when you kiss
them with soft kisses your spirits chakra ignites
with inside....

All I am is in love

I made my bed so its time
to sleep, reap what I sow
because deep down I know
I fucked up to a point I pissed
you off,  you possibly hate me for even
thinking to negate you, flaunting
in front of other women like I quickly
dropped you and replaced you but deep
down, I knew I couldn't step between you and
him, I believe in karma and fate, so what would
happen if I were the final decision that made you two break?
It's possible the same outcome would've fallen upon us,
and to see that happen, I would rather see you with another man
then leave me for another man because time may have wore,
left you and I sore, and I don't think my heart could take that
abuse from such pretty eyes and a pretty mind....

I pushed you away and you thought it was play

 something I knew if I continued

Would land both of us in a fucked place but instead it landed

Me with this fucked face, this slightly crushed heart,

Just in love but no participant, just wet eyes
and a bag of french fries, sounds funny and it kind of is
but I felt the dagger, I felt the distance, everything I meditated
for and wished for before bed was gone with the gush
of the wind, the change of the tides, I long for your kiss now
all I can do is imagine your touch, imagine what it would've been 
like to go out in my neck of the woods, take you to the city
and sweep you off your feet, go to art galleries and museums, 
drink a little, maybe drive up the coast and watch the sunset on
pch, listen to the waves crash against the mountains and fall asleep
under the stars, nothing sexual, just someone to hold, someone to
romance...

I guess All I am is in love, with no opposite,
maybe I'm in love with the thought of being in
love with you, or maybe I'm in love with you and I
don't know how to speak, what I did wasn't the best
but I know in my mind I let fate play its role, even 
though I feel fucked in the long run...actions speak louder
then words is not always the case, sometimes actions lie,
and sometimes words aren't strong enough to display the 
emotion that one is concealing, especially since I still hold feelings for
someone who, in some odd sense, I'm over....I don't know, but
I know I'm in love with you, you're in hate with me but I still love you, if I were
to die today, I'd romance you're future just so your present would be happy..I don't
know how that would work....but I'd figure it out. lol Anyways, I'll give it a shot
in our next life time...

Touch & Tease

Let me touch you in ways,
touch you so I can make you
say, touch you in places yesterday
that you feel today...pictures of
pouty lips pursed, submerge in
my minds theater, got me a little
hot, boiling, passion in my pot,
like the evening star shimmering,
you're the little light in my dark, my
imagination grows because your
eyes brighten my spark, sexy but
sensual, let me fill you in with this
pencil, drape from your body like
Christmas trees cling to tinsel, ironic
because I've been acting so cold,
waiting for you to act a little bold,
show a little passion, maybe a thought
that you care, deep inside you do that's
why my actions have been rare, odd but
a tad erotic but life is melodic, chaos
before order, so I succumb the
chaotic...

Let me touch you in ways,
touch you so I can say,
touch you in places that's
made for play, the world
is our stage so let's perform
this piece with you leading,
I'll be the second, but you
don't like to lead, I'll give you
a push for better leverage,
I'll put you in that position,
comfort you during
intermission, when part
two comes, I'll feed you
with acquisition, consoule
you while you trimble,
just feel my passion and
roll with it, the audience
doesn't know unless
you're acting a fool with
it...
Douse into my clouds
of words with thousands
of verbs that's sure to wild
your world; let me touch,
make you blush, use my
fingers as your brush, use
your lips to make mine hush
but your lips can be used to
crush... hearts or igninte
the new, but like hate, love
can anew, I thought you knew....